• hub, i trusted u, be confident on each other ok? i noe u r definitely different from all my ex, but as long as i noe u love me, i trust tat there r still a long journey for us 2 go on, no matter hw suffer izit its worth doing it, i'll try my best 2 be a good soul mate. im taking it vry serious nw, im nt a kid anymore, i wont ply ard our relationship. i appreciate it, really appreciate, thanks for being wif me whenever i need u, although last time v hvn been 2gether but u ady treat me more than a friend, its really caring n warm, i noe u treat friends vry good, i doesnt wan u 2 chg tat, i like d original u, i might blame u for this sometimes but it wont last long bcoz i juz wan u 2 hv more time wif me. sometimes i may be a bit fussy n bad temper, hope u can cope wif it wif a bit patient. i doesnt really noe wat u r thinking, but i'll wait until u r willing 2 share wif me. last few days i really wanted 2 cry out loud so much, feel like hugging u but v weren't meeting each other, nt knowing d reason of being upset make me more frustrated, mayb its bcoz some tiny thing done by u but i dun like it, as i told u b4 my mood is mostly controlled by u, but nw im trying 2 chg, i doe wanna regret in d future n tel myself agn i hate d previous me, i dont like being mad at ppl dont like crying dont like d feeling of emo, d book really helped me a lot, it teach me hw 2 be happy, i tried 2 throw all my -ve thoughts away, it really makes me 100times happier. from nw on, i'll try my best 2 b happy, it wasn't yr prob tat makes me unhappy previously, it was my prob, so dun blame yrself. anyway, i love u hub, n i trust i'll never regret loving u.